||[Jan. 3rd, 2005|07:12 am]
i'm really alone. i don't know what to do. it's dawn. it's raining outside. i can't sleep. i'm going home from texas today. we're leaving for the airport at 11:00. i should be back around 7-7:30 if all goes well. i hope it doesn't hail. the weather here has been so pleasant. like 70-something degrees every day. i don't really feel up to getting on a plane. my night consisted of endless tossing and turning and diary entries and going on the computer. i think i had a menthol here and there. i guess it's good for this livejournal thing and my spiral notebook. i'd have about no life without it. i'm sure my friends are all sick and tired of my craziness by now, or maybe tht's just me. either way, i hate not being able to sleep. it makes everything more painful in the morning... ehhhh...