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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2006|02:11 pm]
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just so you know [Jun. 20th, 2005|05:56 pm]
[mood |artisticartistic]
[music |aimee mann- lost in space (the whole album is great)]

a wretched figure enhanced by the light
will reapear twice before fireworks at night
try as she might to becon you near
her sorrowful cries will not reach your ear
what flows through your viens doesn't scare her away
past events have foreshadowed things happening this way

you may not recognize her at first sight
your recently-forked tounge, and fangs strain to bite
but you must stop yourself from guarding your wall
she is passioned
determined to make it fall
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(no subject) [Jan. 30th, 2005|03:54 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]

a delayed reaction
to icicles
smashing against the pavement
they could cling to the roof nolonger
i can cling to reality nolonger
set me free
and i'll come smashing down
but in a good way
and as i hit the ground
i'll be blinded by lights i've never seen
i'll wake up and start living...
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? [Jan. 30th, 2005|03:33 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]

" i can't ask you anything"

"yeah because i don't have the answers"

what if i asked him if anyone really had the answers... but then again, that's just another question

"but why would i expect you to know anything?.. i certainly don't have a clue... but you hold yourself together so well. even when i find myself falling apart."
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timmy, come home... [Jan. 23rd, 2005|05:01 am]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]

so angry
when will i see you again?
i find sancuary at the end of a pen
metaphorical gibberish
just writing your name
don't like what i've become or what my life became
after you left me, darling
that one fateful day
you said you were possibly going away
but you never came back
and it is all your fault
flames burn
silently screaming
heartbeats come to a hault

i love you more than what i thought i'd die for.
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(no subject) [Jan. 22nd, 2005|03:48 pm]
[mood |sadsad]

day by day
exploring my disease
stop this madness please
i only want to die
or give up now and cry

swimming in an ocean of hearts
happiness was killing us all
i wonder why you've changed
sitting in the snow
watching everything pass me by
all at once
you know it too, you feel it.
you and i fall head over heels into the light
i have known this before
it shines brightly
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(no subject) [Jan. 12th, 2005|10:46 am]
[mood |depresseddepressed]

shattered hopes and dreams of mine
screams of bleeding hearts entwined
forever as walls crumble down
i promise i wont let us drown
from the day we first walked in the rain
and the one that you first cured my pain
addicted to you like the perfect drug
so i can never pull the plug
walking down a long dirt path
burning menthols at the end and ashes
phone you, hear your voice on the line
before i collapse it's just in time
crying hard into the phone
telling you i'm too alone
i say i'd rather be eternally sleeping
but you would want me alive and weeping
i speak of long past times do you you remember?
days of old a lost september...
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(no subject) [Jan. 3rd, 2005|07:12 am]
[mood |quixoticquixotic]

i'm really alone. i don't know what to do. it's dawn. it's raining outside. i can't sleep. i'm going home from texas today. we're leaving for the airport at 11:00. i should be back around 7-7:30 if all goes well. i hope it doesn't hail. the weather here has been so pleasant. like 70-something degrees every day. i don't really feel up to getting on a plane. my night consisted of endless tossing and turning and diary entries and going on the computer. i think i had a menthol here and there. i guess it's good for this livejournal thing and my spiral notebook. i'd have about no life without it. i'm sure my friends are all sick and tired of my craziness by now, or maybe tht's just me. either way, i hate not being able to sleep. it makes everything more painful in the morning... ehhhh...
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a new poem.. [Jan. 2nd, 2005|11:34 pm]
[mood |morosemorose]

don't talk to me. i'm just a memory...
just a shadow of your once loved
don't look at me i'm just a memory
. just a piece of your past
don't talk to me i'm just a memory...
you know i won't last
i'll soon be forgotten
... you'll be on you're way
... to things of the present
and promises of today
so stop trying to see
i'm just a memory
and don't talk to me....
.... i'm only a memory
... of us.
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owwww! [Jan. 2nd, 2005|01:16 pm]
[mood |annoyedannoyed]

i just slipped on a deck while trying to chuck a ciggarette butt over a fence. i hate life.
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